As I woke up this morning, it was harder to get up than usual. My friend Katie has just passed away. I felt a deep heaviness and wondered how much of my energy my canine-person carried for me these last 12 years.
I suspect this heaviness is my energy to transform + bring to my light.
So that’s the process I am accepting today.
I was in the process of enjoying Katie’s 12th year with her. She was a mutt, so I don’t know the exact amount of time her breed’s aging naturally expands through… but I am so thankful for the years I’ve had with her.
As I get the sense Katie is cheering me on to connect with this heaviness today, I feel unafraid. I’m in a state of natural release and allowing. My conscious mind has no fight in me. I’m Good. I’m Ready. Okay self, you may unfold your mysteries.